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Stefan Hayden

Almost never updated blog: stefanhayden.com stefanhayden.com

Site I am trying to turn in to a bull business: AudioAlerts.io AudioAlerts.io

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Hello world…

So it seems I managed to get a relvokcor.xyz ID way back in 2014, then forgot about it. Until yesterday, when I got word that it had been reactivated via a reborn mailing list. OK, fine, so I'll actually put something here nowâ€¦

A bit about me

Personal blog: The Robservatory The Robservatory

Work life: Many Tricks, maker of many Mac utilitiesMany Tricks

Work life: Many Tricks, maker of many Mac utilities

I warned you it was only a bit. Someday maybe I'll put more time into this.

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sep. 15, 2019

Tilde coming back with a vengeance

Someone made a mailing list for Tilde and now that's a thing that's in my inbox that I don't hate. Surprising amount of newsletters in my inbox for 2019, don't know if I saw that coming. Putting a plug in for Ernie's Little Yellow Different Substack. It's as good as I remember the blog form of LYD from 2000 but now in a different form. Yay for people who still blog and make things on the web! Little Yellow Different

oct 4, 2018

Three years later...

I never forgot but damn three years went quickly. Let's see if I can do six.

oct 4, 2018

Three years later...

I never forgot but damn three years went quickly. Let's see if I can do six.

oct 22, 2015

nothing beats a little html

I haven't forgotten about you little tilde.

All tucked away in your cozy warm spot on a server in the dark.

I just haven't made time to pop open the terminal, navigate to the directory where you live and live edit this page in Pico.

It's not you, it's me. I prefer my media social these days I guess. If there isn't the threat of 1000s of people reading this then I barely want to write it.

Luckily, little tilde, you'll never go public, talk to investors or hack any growths.

Stay cool, little tilde. I'll miss you til I write here again.

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XLV September 18, 2019 -- 6:24pm ET

This doesnâ€™t look like I expected it to look like today.

Shouldnâ€™t be a surprise, because tinkering with the semantics of type, Iâ€™ve come to believe, is my real hobby.

â€¦

For a week and one day, Iâ€™ve been without a phone. First time Iâ€™ve been without a proper smart phone in almost a dozen years. Havenâ€™t missed much.

Also, havenâ€™t read, wrote, or changed the world more.

On dayâ€™s like today, though, I do notice how much everthing has gone online. Or rather, I notice how much of the online touchpoints have replaced the human ones.

Strange how this sounds the opposite of how it feels.Bleary eyed September 17, 2019 -- 12:45am ET

Fifteen hours and five minutes later nothing much done here yet.

But ~audiodude explained â€œÃ¢â‚¬â„¢â€ are called â€mojibake,â€ so thereâ€™s that.~audiodude

But ~audiodude explained â€œÃ¢â‚¬â„¢â€ are called â€mojibake,â€ so thereâ€™s that.Ã¢â‚¬â„¢

But ~audiodude explained â€œÃ¢â‚¬â„¢â€ are called â€mojibake,â€ so thereâ€™s that.mojibake

But ~audiodude explained â€œÃ¢â‚¬â„¢â€ are called â€mojibake,â€ so thereâ€™s that.September 17, 2019 -- 8:00am ET

Five years ago a lot of this was nostalgia. A lot has changed. Thereâ€™s a sense these spaces are now necessary and needed. Seems to be more infrastructure to support it.

Then again, 25 years ago I too was listening to 8-tracks sourced at Goodwill.Blink, blink September 16, 2019 -- 9:41am ET

[looks around]

brb

[starts shifting some unseen things around]

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~this is ryan's same old relvokcor.xyz page, ryan being me~~

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relvokcor.xyz/~proub

I'm Paul

I make music, not often enough, and funnel it through paulroub.com.paulroub.com

I make music, not often enough, and funnel it through paulroub.com.

I sometimes blog, not often enough, and funnel it through roub.net/blahg.roub.net/blahg

I sometimes blog, not often enough, and funnel it through roub.net/blahg.

I write code, often enough, hopefully better than yesterday, with my friends at HI Digital Solutions.HI Digital Solutions

I write code, often enough, hopefully better than yesterday, with my friends at HI Digital Solutions.

I'm on the usual social things, but this seems like a place to maybe try and stir up some interaction on micro.blog.micro.blog

I'm on the usual social things, but this seems like a place to maybe try and stir up some interaction on micro.blog.

I've been running openmikes.org for, I think, 20 years now.openmikes.org

I've been running openmikes.org for, I think, 20 years now.

The oldest version of a homepage that the Wayback Machine can find is my shadow.net/~proub page from December 1996. It's aged about as well as you'd think. shadow.net/~proub

The oldest version of a homepage that the Wayback Machine can find is my shadow.net/~proub page from December 1996. It's aged about as well as you'd think.

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D.K. REHN on relvokcor.xyz

(Source: FidoNews, Vol. 8, No. 1 ~ 1991/01/07) FidoNews, Vol. 8, No. 1 ~ 1991/01/07 (Source: FidoNews, Vol. 8, No. 1 ~ 1991/01/07)

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~oojellah~

Hello world. I'm oojellah. I live in Seattle, and I'm not sure how I got onto relvokcor.xyz but I'm happy to be here!

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BIG NEWS: Found my P * A * S * S * W * O * R * D ! ! ! !

twit: @paulkruczynski

mast: @paulkruczynski

twit: @paulkruczynski :: mast: @paulkruczynski :: ello: paulkruczynski ello: paulkruczynskiLast Updated: 9/16/2019

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~John's Chicago Style Hot Dog Page~~

~~~an original relvokcor.xyz production~~~~

NO KETCHUP. Chicago style hot dogs are traditionally served without ketchup. The sugar in ketchup throws off the balance, by overpowering the other flavors. If your age has more than one digit in it, don't get a hot dog with ketchup on it. At some places, like the Wiener's Circle on north Clark street, if you ask for ketchup, the cashier taking your order will verbally abuse you. That's kind of their thing over there.

Budacki's Drive-In Budacki's is my newest local hot dog stand, and it's an excellent one. Located on Damen just south of Lawrence, it's probably most famous for this time in 2012 the late Anthony Bourdain (RIP) was going to shoot an episode of the show "Layover" there, the management put up fliers encouraging the locals to come out on shoot day. Tony got wind of this and was none too pleased, canceling the shoot. Still, the controversy made the local food blogs and pretty soon people from outside Ravenswood knew about the place. Win/win, in my book. Anyway the hot dogs here are excellent, the double cheeseburger is good, the breaded chicken sandwich also good. What makes Budacki's the kind of place Anthony Bourdain would shoot at is the delicious Korean BBQ inspired street eats, which complement the standard hot dog restaurant fare nicely. Cash only but they do have an ATM, and the first thing you see in the vestibule as you walk in is the classic Navy Pier poster heading this website. Hot 'G' Dog Founded by two Hot Doug's veterans, Hot 'G' Dog brings back many Hot Doug's favorites. Octavio and Juan Carlos Garcia serve duck fat fries, mighty hot andouille, foie gras, and duck sausage from this unassuming Uptown eatery. The meat's all here but the kitsch and attitude went with Doug to his Wrigley Field bleacher stand. Since you don't have to pay $40 to get into Hot 'G' Dog before you even get a sausage that's a trade we'll take every day. Superdawg Superdawg is an old-school drive-in restaurant located at the corner of Milwaukee and Devon. They don't serve hot dogs but "Superdawgs" which are their own home-made all beef sausages, grilled (char-dogs) and served with a pickled green tomato. They come in a cool box that makes eating in your car a little less messy and a whole lot more stylish. Two large fiberglass mascots, Maurie and Flaurie, loom over the road from the roof. Last time I was there, Matrix directors Andy and Lana Wachowski were directing a scene of their upcoming globe-trotting Netflix series Sense8. AJ's Burgers and Beef If you're out in West Lafayette, Indiana, you might think there wouldn't be anywhere to get a Chicago dog. Well you would have been right until 2008, when some enterprising Chicago-area expats opened up AJ's Burgers and Beef, and opened the eyes of the Purdue student body to not only Chicago style hot dogs, but italian beefs and Maxwell St. Polish sausages. The real attraction, though not strictly a Chicago signature, is their garlic cheeseburger with waffle fries. To truly cement their status as the best burger in West Lafayette, no security guard ever pushed a pregnant girl through a plate glass window there. If I've missed your favorite hot dog spot (very likely), send me an E-mail, I'll try to pay a visit and add it to the collection.

The Great big Meatpacking Plant in the Sky These restaurants are no longer operating. Thanks for the memories! Hot Doug's For 13 years in Chicago's Avondale neighborhood, Hot Doug's stood as Chicago's most prominent hot dog restaurant, and for good reason. Doug himself manned the register, the fries are cooked in duck fat, and the line was famously long. Hot Doug's introduced Chicago's high-culinary scene to the humble dog with fresh ingredients and innovative, creative dishes that truly expanded the boundaries of what a hot dog could be. Doug Sohn retired from the hot dog biz on October 3, 2014, but Hot Doug's lives on in the memories of encased meats enthusiasts everywhere. Wiener and Still Champion UPDATE May 4, 2018 - Sometime after I moved out of Evanston in 2017, Wiener and Still Championed closed down. One day on the commute home I'll get a stopover at Davis and see what's going on over there. The restaurant will live on as the location of the classic meme image of Guy Fieri looking longingly into a window at a big plate of their excellent fries. image UPDATE May 4, 2018 - Sometime after I moved out of Evanston in 2017, Wiener and Still Championed closed down. One day on the commute home I'll get a stopover at Davis and see what's going on over there. The restaurant will live on as the location of the classic meme image of Guy Fieri looking longingly into a window at a big plate of their excellent fries. UPDATE May 4, 2018 - Sometime after I moved out of Evanston in 2017, Wiener and Still Championed closed down. One day on the commute home I'll get a stopover at Davis and see what's going on over there. The restaurant will live on as the location of the classic meme image of Guy Fieri looking longingly into a window at a big plate of their excellent fries.
Located in the great north wilds of Evanston, Wiener and Still Champion is my neighborhood hot dog stand. Serving up delicious fries that rival Edzo's Burger Shop, the dogs here aren't bad either. Don't listen to the yelpers wearing dumb hats that like to grouse about this place's cleanliness and the owner Gus's surliness, otherwise you'll be missing out on one of Evanston's great lunch spots. See you there on Wiener Wednesday!

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I used to live in Columbus, Ohio for many years, but now I live in sunny Northern California where I live with my spouse and child. I try to think happy thoughts most of the time, but the world can be a sad place, so it's good I have people I can hug everyday.

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Nullsleep

Nullsleep â†‚ Jeremiah Johnson

Hiker â†’ Earth
Founder â†’ 8bitpeoples
Creative Tech Lead â†’ Barbarian
Alum â†’ Columbia University SEAS & New York University ITP
Booking Requests â†’ nullsleep@8bitpeoples.com

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Jeremiah Johnson

<html>\n<img class="zone-image dropshadow" src="img/conservatory.gif">\n</html>WELCOME TO THE CONSERVATORY\n\nFor those seeking blood taken straight from memory shortly after waking. Non-threatening interior design, concealing a violent network of audio data. Never stop broadcasting these traumatic renders and failed attempts to communicate. Wildly disconnect your soul. Meatspace market research ray tracing the existence of sorrow and algorithmically caching phantom anxieties. Fog juice cleanse in a hotel room with a strobe light.\n\nâ–ˆâ–“â–’â–‘ SELECTED TRACKS >>\n<html><a href="https://soundcloud.com/nullsleep/the-architect" target=_blank>The Architect</html>\n<html><a href="https://soundcloud.com/nullsleep/dedication" target=_blank>Dedication</html>\n<html><a href="https://soundcloud.com/nullsleep/slant" target=_blank>Slant</html>\n<html><a href="https://soundcloud.com/nullsleep/vocal-plastic" target=_blank>Vocal Plastic</html>\n\nâ–ˆâ–“â–’â–‘ PERFORMANCE VIDEOS >>\n[[Brooklyn, NY â€¢ August 23, 2014|NorthAmericaPerformance]]\n[[Melbourne, Australia â€¢ August 23, 2012|AustraliaPerformance]]\n[[Tokyo, Japan â€¢ October 23, 2011|AsiaPerformance]]\n\nâ–ˆâ–“â–’â–‘ TECHNICAL DOCUMENTATION >>\n[[NSF Playback Cartridge Guide|NSFGuide]]\n[[MCK/MML Beginners Guide|MCKGuide]].\n\n

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<html>\n<div class="glitch">\n<img class="zone-image dropshadow" src="img/visitor-center.gif">\n</div>\n</html>WELCOME TO THE VISITOR CENTER\n\nBeloved, I am drenched with tears while writing to you. A few days ago I was notified of a complication in my human mechanism. God directed me to randomly pick someone and my spirit chooses you. I am in a hospital typing this to you with my laptop. \n\nâ–ˆâ–“â–’â–‘ ABOUT ME >>\nI am a computer musician and artist based in New York City. My performances involve the use of <html><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdzmGq4_IM0" target=_blank>obsolete</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/Be2-m7IHGQl/" target=_blank>consumer<a/></html> <html><a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/Bi5teT8FsvD/" target=_blank>electronics</a> and <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BgwlkoDnigS/" target=_blank>modular synthesizers</a></html> to craft visceral, aggressive dance music. The inherent limitations and failures of tecâ–€â•Ÿ â–Œâ„â”˜logy are an integral part of my sound design process. \n\nIn 1999 I founded <html><a href="http://www.8bitpeoples.com" target=_blank>8bitpeoples</a></html>, a collective of artists interested in the audio-visual aesthetics of early home computers and video game consoles. I tour extensively, and have performed over 200 shows throughout North and South America, Europe, Asia, and Australia.\n\nâ–ˆâ–“â–’â–‘ RESEARCH INTERESTS >>\nModular synthesizers, ASCII art, drones, interactive fiction, virtual reality, countersurveillance, disinformation, tactical semiotics, hypnagogic computing, Internet cults and religions. \n\nDo not feel sorry for me as you read this because, I believe everyone will die someday.

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2019

The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People â€” Stephen R. Covey 💚

Ruined by Design â€” Mike Monteiro

RuPaulâ€™s Drag Race and the Shifting Visibility of Drag Culture â€” edited by Niall Brennan and David Gudelunas 💚

Knitlandia: a Knitter Sees the World â€” Clara Parkes

Good Strategy Bad Strategy â€” Richard Rumelt 💚

Radical Candor â€” Kim Scott

Managing Oneself â€” Peter F. Drucker 💚

The Emotionally Intelligent Office â€” The School of Life

Feel the fear and do it anyway â€” Susan Jeffers 💚

Skill with people â€” Les Giblin 💚

High Output Management â€” Andrew S. Grove 💚

The Managerâ€™s Path â€” Camille Fournier 💚

Creative Selection: Inside Apple's Design Process During the Golden Age of Steve Jobs

Creative Selection: Inside Apple's Design Process During the Golden Age of Steve Jobs â€” Ken Kocienda 💚

The Stone Sky â€” N. K. Jemisin 💚

The Obelisk Gate â€” N. K. Jemisin 💚

The Fifth Season â€” N. K. Jemisin 💚

The Wolf â€” Nate Blakeslee 💚

How emotions are made â€” Lisa Feldman Barrett 💚

Acceptance â€” Jeff VanderMeer

Authority â€” Jeff VanderMeer

Annihilation â€” Jeff VanderMeer 💚

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This was my desk, new ‹desk›.deskThis was my desk, new ‹desk›.I was building a realtime ‹MMO› backend.

And I was helping ‹these› guys out.

A server that sends you ‹this› page.thisA server that sends you ‹this› page.

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2019-09-16 Almost five years. Sitting in a conference room, waiting for a meeting to start. Had a conversation about mental illness with an old friend by Facebook Messanger yesterday that made me sad, because I didn't really know what to say. Be well, y'all.

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September 16, 2019

This is my Web-space.

September 16, 2019 UPDATE: relvokcor.xyz HAS RETURNED! Not sure what I will do with this space besides continuing to embed iFrames of Google Street View, but I will think of something.

December 9, 2014 I am deleting all the sad, whiny diary entries I had written here. Not that I think anyone was reading them, but just because I am embarrassed by their existence.

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December 9, 2014

December 9, 2014 I am deleting all the sad, whiny diary entries I had written here. Not that I think anyone was reading them, but just because I am embarrassed by their existence.

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matt

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matt quintanilla at postlight com

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Play links

What is this?

There are still lots of people having fun on the internet. I'm tracking them down and listing them here. Email me at jb@lot23.com if you have ideas for more!

September 2019

After 5 years, relvokcor.xyz has returned and the mailing list thread is nuts and wonderful Wiby is a search engine for finding personal pages Danielle Baskin is amazing, and she has a dial-up startup Internet Pizza Server, from 1997 Ryan Veederâ€™s Authentic Fly Fishing

Ryan Veederâ€™s Authentic Fly Fishing is a text based game.

August 2019

Any old school bloggers still blogging? Yup.Yup.Jonathan Fly plays with bots A bunch of people reporting what creative projects they did in August Wait But Why is back with a story about all of society.Joel Simon is amazing

Joel Simon is amazing, check out the upcoming images youâ€™ll be able to make at artbreeder.com upcoming images youâ€™ll be able to make at artbreeder.com Artist Max Siedentopf has fun with passport photos Squirrel Grand Prix Furmula One Channelvoid streams live music visualisations on Twitch such as this one Atticus Bones has lovely generative art Saskia Freeke has been making daily art since 150101 and itâ€™s great Playful world of creative math: a design exploration Listen to Wikipedia How Generative Music Works is engaging storytelling on a complex topic.Tero Parvianen writes detailed essays on his site like this one about web audio.

July 2019

This anonymous person keeps sending toads as texts Really Mean Nuns is visualising different algorithms 32 year old single mom using financial forums to plan for a better life, and being cheered on.Remember the million dollar homepage? Domains on it are expiring and you can have them for cheap.This KrishÂ Raghav comic tells us reggae has roots in â€¦ China?Ben Grosser does music and social networking experiments The David Rumsey Map Collection is a lot of fun Violent Penguin is a wonderful example of creating without over-thinking.DigitalHumanism.org finds old computing magazines and displays a random one A lot of us are doing web/app things for love.Itâ€™s portfolio day and these artists are doing great stuff Brendan Schlagel made a personal canon Wait But Why on Jeopardy betting. We need more blogs and essays like this.Runyourown.social is helping people run tiny social networks. Think of it like an art project!Datamosher is a gif bot that posts glitchy things Old link, but I am amazed by telehack.One Hour, One Life is an art game parenting and society simulator built by one amazing person.

June 2019

Fast Forward was a cassette magazine from the early 80s Flow State shares music thatâ€™s good for working to.

Buster Benson is running a very thoughtful community thatâ€™s leading to great thought provoking discussions like this.very thoughtful community

Buster Benson is running a very thoughtful community thatâ€™s leading to great thought provoking discussions like this.provoking discussions like this

Buster Benson is running a very thoughtful community thatâ€™s leading to great thought provoking discussions like this.Geoff Manaugh writes a wonderful blog.Eleanor Lutz is working on an atlas of space redmer hoekstra draws animals combined with objects

May 2019

Fronkonstin draws beautiful things in R Home of Hell is an interactive fiction game Dylan K made it easy to bring Edward Tufteâ€™s style to websites Worldbuilding Stack Exchange is where world builders ask and answer questions The Daily Minimal shows a nice geometric design every day.â€œcatâ€ is a command that reads files. So someone made â€œlolcatâ€Robin Sloan uses little bursts of AI creativity to assist when heâ€™s writing Generalist academy shares one interesting thing every day Wonderland is an agency with a â€œplayâ€ section ReasonableFantasy highlights fantasy women that arenâ€™t hypersexualised Worldbuilding is an amazing community on reddit Junkiyoshi is generating art and sharing the code William Van Hecke has been writing his guide to life Robin Sloan is very curious and likes to share his discoveries Craig Mod walked 710 kilometers in Japan and it changed him Sage Jenson's physarum

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Jun. 9, 2019: Three very good stories on Twitter (start with One)Three very good stories on Twitter (start with One)

Oct. 6, 2015: Brain Crack is a damn scourge

Oct. 5, 205: Steak, a how-to

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My relvokcor.xyz page

~this is my relvokcor.xyz page~~

Just log in with your secure internet shell to change this file!

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~~not~~

~~not~~ serious: joeldueck.com

updated ~~frequently~~~~frequently~~

Monday, September 16, 2019

Weâ€™re all back again today!

Since my last update, I:published a small book for making passwords with Diceware made some progress on the thing I mentioned last time

finished off my basement and built a fence in my backyard

have embraced new technologies (Racket, Fossil), continued to resist thinking about others (anything to do with JavaScript)

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My Old Man

by Joni Mitchell

My old man He's a singer in the park He's a walker in the rain He's a dancer in the dark We don't need no piece of paper From the city hall Keeping us tied and true My old man Keeping away my blues

He's my sunshine in the morning He's my fireworks at the end of the day He's the warmest chord I ever heard Play that warm chord, play and stay baby We don't need no piece of paper From the city hall Keeping us tied and true My old man Keeping away my blues

But when he's gone Me and them lonesome blues collide The bed's too big The frying pan's too wide

Then he comes home And he takes me in his loving arms And he tells me all his troubles And he tells me all my charms We don't need no piece of paper From the city hall Keeping us tied and true No, my old man Keeping away my blues

But when he's gone Me and them lonesome blues collide The bed's too big The frying pan's too wide

My old man He's a singer in the park He's a walker in the rain He's a dancer in the dark We don't need no piece of paper From the city hall Keeping us tied and true No, my old man Keeping away my lonesome blues

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hans

this is HEJH's relvokcor.xyz page

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Hi. My name is Jessamyn. You are probably not here by accident.

This place is mostly a pointer to other places.

librarian.net
jessamyn.com
jessamyn.info

I am doing a small fundraiser for my Drop-in Time. Matching up to $2500. Nice, huh? Here's how we're doing so far.

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gilest's placeholder

I live in the UK. On the internet, I live in:gilest.org

gilest.org, my personal websitemonochrome

monochrome, a newsletter about black and white photography

I'm often gilest on most social media things, but I use them less and less these days.

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~fpants / November 5, 2014 (Updated: 9.15.19)GOD OF WATER

What if God is water —
He's gonna be pissed about how much
I just wasted zoning out in the shower.
What if God is a banana god
And He resents me for all the ones I've eaten
And all the ones I let rot.
What if God is meaner than Santa Claus
And turns our souls into something worse than coal.
What if God is a duck.
We could make all this into a book or a song,
A meeting, one day a week,
A celebration of doom, the last date in our calendars.
I don't have any evidence one way or another
But I do believe in the miracle of indoor plumbing —
A toilet that swooshes my badness into a hole
And out to the ocean.
And I have just enough faith
To fear all of this.

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Welcome to my little part of the relvokcor.xyz universe. I once was an operator here. If you have questions or concerns, feel free to email me.

Harper Reed

Harper Reed is a technologist that predicts the future for a living. He spends most of his life building big things, hacking things, and talking about doing both of those things. As CTO of the Obama 2012 campaign, Harper was the first to bring the tech mentality to a political level. He believes the talent of a great bunch of humans can transform an organization like nothing else and uses that belief to strengthen, deploy, and inspire every team he works with. Harper also believes his incredible luck has led him to achieve wonderful things like pioneering crowdsourcing at Threadless.com, founding Modest Inc, and guiding the software team at PayPal. You can find Harper hacking on personal projects and enjoying life in Chicago with his partner, Hiromi and their beautiful and bizarre poodle, Lulu.Obama 2012 campaign

Follow me on twitter (@harper), read my blog, checkout the books I have read, peep my photos, or contact me. books I have read

Follow me on twitter (@harper), read my blog, checkout the books I have read, peep my photos, or contact me. photos

Follow me on twitter (@harper), read my blog, checkout the books I have read, peep my photos, or contact me.

Improbably © 2019 Harper Reed.
Thanks for ~ford for this amazing service.

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TILDE FIRELANDjosh

josh Mon Oct 13 1:02PM 2019
hey friends welcome to my homepage! what is up??

W4vveRac3r Mon Oct 13 2:16PM 2019
my nuts just fell off and ran away

phatbeach Mon Oct 13 2:34PM 2019
siri i can throw anhthing heavy far thanks to my homemade pulled poek recipe

SkinOnSkinLetTheGamesBegin Mon Oct 13 6:53PM 2019
trembling i hold out my hand to u, will u take it y/n

Fuck_Wheat_ThinsTM Mon Oct 13 6:55PM 2019
I accept your tiny hand, milady, pls take the perfect red rose that is behind my ear

myballsthemotionpicture Mon Oct 13 6:59PM 2019
do not tremble so, here take my hot breath it so lusty it will warm you

phatbeach Mon Oct 13 11:05PM 2019
*pork

Vondruke90039 Tue Oct 14 10:18AM 2019
Assisting a Magician is the noblest of the Arcane Arts.....will you be my partner in the crime of stealing an audience's heart...I am fully licensed and am friendly with all local hospitals......must be OK with Topless for I am Vondruke Dakrthrone find me on facebook Jayden please post this with my headshot

H0useOfWigs Tue Oct 14 5:45PM 2019
I have different toupees (toops) for every occastion it makes me feel confident and good for example there is Regular Chesnut for day to day confidence and Night Mane for the club Not many people know this but there are chest toops and armit toops and ''down there'' toops it really is a amazing world peace and love to you all

ClarinetDave Tue Oct 14 8:22PM 2019
I HIGH 5 YA TREMBLING HAND LIKE BLAMMO

ClarinetDave Tue Oct 14 8:24PM 2019
and then we share a warm laugh and a fancy glass of pear cider

Fuck_Wheat_ThinsTM Tue Oct 14 8:28PM 2019
back off man i am serious you do not want The Rattler to shake his tail

myballsthemotionpicture Tue Oct 14 8:31PM 2019
You 2 fight it out and I will escort the precious lady to a masqued ball where inhibitons melt away like a scented candle scented of sandlewood aND SEXYCHOCOLATE SORRY capslock lol

SkinOnSkinLetTheGamesBegin Tue Oct 14 11:52PM 2019
do you like ribbons

StandardEunuchs Wed Oct 15 12:00PM 2019
I was wondering if I could turn myself invisible, to shield myself from the gaze of this world. Then I realized I'd been invisible my whole life :(

SkinOnSkinLetTheGamesBegin Wed Oct 15 12:13PM 2019
when did u reliaze u were emperor of stupid as shitville usa

Fuck_Wheat_ThinsTM Wed Oct 15 12:14PM 2019
Milady! Do not let such foul words escape your sweet brick red lips!! my ears doth not be garbage cans for your refuse!

SkinOnSkinLetTheGamesBegin Wed Oct 15 6:17PM 2019
fuck u fuck wheat things i won't do what u tell me p.s. in other news my hair smells like a wild free pony in a field of good smells

alldayidreamaboutswoosiekurtz Thu Oct 16 11:32AM 2019
qq has anyone here every trained a dog, like regular normal type dog to go find weed out in the neighborhood somewhere and bring it back no questions asked?????

Hi_Fruit_Toast_Korn_Sirrup Thu Oct 16 12:24PM 2019
yes

DoctorGlove Thu Oct 16 5:19PM 2019
Help I can't get my right mouse button to ctrl click also I'm in love with a boy with a stupid penis pls advise

morverncruller Thu Oct 16 5:54PM 2019
well uh how stupid exactly are we talkin about here doc

DoctorGlove Thu Oct 16 6:10PM 2019
SO stupid, not even cute stupid just worrisome stupid like there's no way it can survive out there in the real world. Sad stupid. Just dumb as all hell. I feel dumber just being around it you guys

DoctorGlove Fri Oct 17 11:37AM 2019
UPDATE last night my boy was playing me a sweet song on the uke and his penis popped up and was all HODOR

SkinOnSkinLetTheGamesBegin Fri Oct 17 3:17PM 2019
penises are flat out stupid across the board soup to nuts no judgement that's just some stone cold facts we all have to deal with if we want to get through this life

ClarinetDave Fri Oct 17 3:18PM 2019
not all penises

vitamin_pee Fri Oct 17 3:20PM 2019
yeah if anything my penis is TOO smart, sometimes i'll just be looking at it and i'm pretty sure it's up to something i can't even begin to comprehend

vitamin_pee Sun Oct 19 4:47PM 2019
guys my penis just absolutely trounced me in starcraft

TheOneEyedGypsy Sun Oct 19 6:31PM 2019
And prively he caughte hire by the queynte,
And seyde, "Y-wis, but if ich have my wille,
For derne love of thee, lemman, I spille."

vitamin_pee Mon Oct 20 10:39AM 2019
oh great it delurked and is posting some bull crap

DoctorGlove Mon Oct 20 11:30AM 2019
gypsy are u single what are your hopes/dreams

TheOneEyedGypsy Mon Oct 20 1:27PM 2019
O the night is damned, chill, and slow
So gather 'round the tilde's glow
And share your tales
Of epic fails
That'll make our members grow

alldayidreamaboutswoosiekurtz Mon Oct 20 4:15PM 2019
i dont like to talk about this but a few weeks ago i was in the woods metal detecting for penthouses when i ran into a ghost, a complete real ghost, a green ghost there in the woods and i know you think "ghost" and its dumb and corny and scoobie doo but just think "real ghost" for second, this floating green thing had a different face everytime you looked at it and every face was howling and looking right at you (me) and the green ghost moved real fast and put its mouths right on mine and it tasted like branches and it just cried and cried FUCK THAT and i heard a song that song Joey from the 90s and now its all i hear i dont even know who sings it but i think im going to die

ClarinetDave Mon Oct 20 6:07PM 2019
mazzy star iirc

alldayidreamaboutswoosiekurtz Tue Oct 21 3:22PM 2019
havent slept in one hundred hourswhen you said i scared you well i guess you scared me too

morverncruller Tue Oct 21 3:26PM 2019
letters to cleo????

Hi_Fruit_Toast_Korn_Sirrup Tue Oct 21 4:14PM 2019
I don't believe in ghosts but I definitely believe in things being possessed by ghosts namely my blender. No big deal I make a lot of blended drinks, smoothies in the morning coladas at night that's just my thing , just my own personal dawn to dusk, everyones got their own. But lately when I'm crushing up some ice it sounds like an old man saying MAAAAAKE A GRAAAAAVE. So I piss my panties, add a bunch extra rum so I can drink to forget but it doesn't matter, the ghost makes it tastes like a campfire or tires. Was gonna bring in a priest but maybe I'll just get one of those immersion blenders there only like thirty dollars.

vitamin_pee Tue Oct 21 5:59PM 2019
guys stop feeding my troll penis i need it to stop posting here and just do normal penis things ok

TheOneEyedGypsy Tue Oct 21 6:14PM 2019
The days of you manhandling me are over, Evan.
The truth of the matter is / Replacing you is so easy

Fuck_Wheat_ThinsTM Wed Oct 21 2:48PM 2019
Somebody on 4AD pretty sure

SkinOnSkinLetTheGamesBegin Wed Oct 21 3:13PM 2019
boo hoo my smoothie is haunted :::cry::: how about some real shit? real shit is getting pregnant just from watching a telenovela at the way extreme end of the cable channels and then giving birth to a half babby half chupacabra #real #mierda

myballsthemotionpicture Wed Oct 22 5:452PM 2019
thats nothing just five seconds ago i got a text from my grandma that said WHAT UP UGLY and shes been dead since ought six

W4vveRac3r Thu Oct 23 11:54AM 2019
The % of crazyballs in this thread is statistically improbable, do you guys all live on the same indian burial ground or

firebland Thu Oct 23 12:40PM 2019
Just tried to take a selfie and noticed these weird bruises on my neck and I was all ???? so I looked in the mirror and I was my normal handsome self. Then I tried my phone again and there were the bruises. Googled it and they're what you get when you're hanged so that's great, that's not terrifying at all.

DoctorGlove Thu Oct 23 3:36PM 2019
um theres an app on my phone i dont remember installing, its called SPRN? you press it and it plays a little snapchat kind of clip of me sleeping in my bed, filmed from the ceiling????

phatbeach Fri Oct 24 12:48PM 2019
sounds hott but cant find it in teh app store halp

Fuck_Wheat_ThinsTM Fri Oct 24 2:22PM 2019
Take your pervy male gaze elsewhere phatbeach show a little respect to the foyne foxes itt

vitamin_pee Fri Oct 24 2:54PM 2019
my phone keeps playing the same song over and over and i dont even know what it is? Maybe its u2 but I thought i deleted all those? I tried rebooting and it just keeps playing it and it kinda boring/sucks

alldayidreamaboutswoosiekurtz Fri Oct 24 5:21PM 2019
oh god no pleadskdk

TheOneEyedGypsy Mon Oct 27 12:28PM 2019
"Joey" by Concrete Blonde (1990)

ClarinetDave Mon Oct 27 4:53PM 2019
oh yeah!

vitamin_pee Oct 27 5:28PM 2019
yeah thats it, now its my ringtone somehow? eff u stev jobs

alldayidreamaboutswoosiekurtz Tue Oct 28 11:08PM 2019
the concrete blond ghost is in me help me help please any

firebland Tue Oct 28 2:58PM 2019
Now my selfies look like this:

phatbeach Tue Oct 28 4:33PM 2019
super hottt hit me up for a free ticket to ride tha slow bone sexpress with stops in your downtown area and o-town and intercourse poonsylvania

SkinOnSkinLetTheGamesBegin Wed Oct 29 1:09AM 2019
my chupacabra babby is singing something about enabling some alcoholic douche and its not as cute as you'd think

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josh Tue Nov 04 11:08AM 2019
what in the good god damn hell balls is going on here, imma go learn unix so i can delete you turkeys forever brb

josh Tue Nov 04 11:08AM 2019
what in the good god damn hell balls is going on here, imma go learn unix so i can delete you turkeys forever brbFIRELAND DOT COM

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This is my relvokcor.xyz page. OLE!

a thing i hacked the other day. actually too long ago. Fun, tho.

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drofmij - blog by Jim Ford

Drofmij

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Welcome to my defunct web page, which was the first ~tilde page to be successfully monetized with an ad product. I can and will ruin anything.

What content will live here?

if you need to find me i'm on choire at nytimes dot com or on basically everything with the username choire.

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chatsubo chatsubo

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September 2019 update

I really appreciate the return of the tildeverse! more soon.tildeverse!

I really appreciate the return of the tildeverse! more soon.

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mltshp

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Commentary

Originally I was just going to use this page to document a project I am working on. But that kind of petered out to nothing, although maybe I will some day pick it up again.

A whole social network seems to have erupted around relvokcor.xyz.

It's odd, 99 percent of the relvokcor.xyz social interaction is in wall chats when I am logged into the server. But still, I feel like I should do something with this page. For now, here are some relvokcor.xyz member pages I have seen and liked AND remembered to put in this little list here. UPDATE: there is an email list now.UPDATE:

Other stuff I do

I recently rebooted my website. I'll be honest, I update there far more often because I can do it easily on my phone.my website.

I recently rebooted my website. I'll be honest, I update there far more often because I can do it easily on my phone.

If you are still bored and you like hand written HTML with no CMS, you can go check out my web paeg on my other server. It has more links, and a bloggy like thing. I used to post here when my main website was down because of software issues.check out my web paeg on my other server.

A list of RSS feeds with everything cool that Tilde folks are working on outside of relvokcor.xyz A tutorial I am writing to explain analog synthesizer basics An 8-bit, voltage controlled synth module I am working on The same, but it's an 8-bit LFO instead of a VCO.

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hello i am josh millard

I ~~work at~~ own and run Metafilter
I tweet as @joshmillard
~~I webcomic at Larp Trek~~

I used to podcast about horror movies on We Have Such Films To Show You
and about everything else on The Crapshoot

I paint and make stained glass

Email me at josh@joshmillard.com

what i'm up to

I'm working on a game called Shai Hulud

I made a little game called tilde.bird

I'm collecting games on relvokcor.xyz in the tilde.arcade

Here are some jokes

neat relvokcor.xyz pages

(some of this is probably super ephemeral)

An FAQ
anthonydpaul's tilde primer
joeld is tracking site lore (fwiw I'm responsible for "swintons")
Paul Ford's blog is good
all about frogs
and Chi-town hotdogs.
javier, what even is this
dphiffer's lovely cityscape
gif fonts, motherfucker
check out those eyebrows
a literal webring
HI JESSAMYN

~~work at~~

hello i am josh millard

what i'm up to

I'm working on a game called Shai Hulud

I made a little game called tilde.bird

I'm collecting games on relvokcor.xyz in the tilde.arcade

Here are some jokes

neat relvokcor.xyz pages

(some of this is probably super ephemeral)

An FAQ
anthonydpaul's tilde primer
joeld is tracking site lore (fwiw I'm responsible for "swintons")
Paul Ford's blog is good
all about frogs
and Chi-town hotdogs.
javier, what even is this
dphiffer's lovely cityscape
gif fonts, motherfucker
check out those eyebrows
a literal webring
HI JESSAMYN

~~I webcomic at Larp Trek~~

hello i am josh millard

what i'm up to

I'm working on a game called Shai Hulud

I made a little game called tilde.bird

I'm collecting games on relvokcor.xyz in the tilde.arcade

Here are some jokes

neat relvokcor.xyz pages

(some of this is probably super ephemeral)

An FAQ
anthonydpaul's tilde primer
joeld is tracking site lore (fwiw I'm responsible for "swintons")
Paul Ford's blog is good
all about frogs
and Chi-town hotdogs.
javier, what even is this
dphiffer's lovely cityscape
gif fonts, motherfucker
check out those eyebrows
a literal webring
HI JESSAMYN

used to

hello i am josh millard

what i'm up to

I'm working on a game called Shai Hulud

I made a little game called tilde.bird

I'm collecting games on relvokcor.xyz in the tilde.arcade

Here are some jokes

neat relvokcor.xyz pages

(some of this is probably super ephemeral)

An FAQ
anthonydpaul's tilde primer
joeld is tracking site lore (fwiw I'm responsible for "swintons")
Paul Ford's blog is good
all about frogs
and Chi-town hotdogs.
javier, what even is this
dphiffer's lovely cityscape
gif fonts, motherfucker
check out those eyebrows
a literal webring
HI JESSAMYN

hello i am josh millard

what i'm up to

I'm working on a game called Shai Hulud

I made a little game called tilde.bird

I'm collecting games on relvokcor.xyz in the tilde.arcade

Here are some jokes

neat relvokcor.xyz pages

(some of this is probably super ephemeral)

An FAQ
anthonydpaul's tilde primer
joeld is tracking site lore (fwiw I'm responsible for "swintons")
Paul Ford's blog is good
all about frogs
and Chi-town hotdogs.
javier, what even is this
dphiffer's lovely cityscape
gif fonts, motherfucker
check out those eyebrows
a literal webring
HI JESSAMYN

paint and make stained glass

Iiiiiiits' Been

Septemeber 16, 2019

Five years. I don't know if any given five years would have felt long—probably so—but it has been a long five years even by standard metrics and I am trying to wrap my head around how strong that sense of time and space is, coming back to relvokcor.xyz now.

I left dormant a manually formatted single flat file blog that has every disadvantage in the world as a CMS but which I am able to hop right back into now, and which has in its hiatus managed to stay intact while I've nuked basically all of my erstwhile Wordpress-powered stuff.

We're well into a sociopolitical clusterfuck now that could only have been hinted at in 2014; I own and run the site I just worked for five years ago, and the financial and social challenges of that have only grown; none of my ongoing creative projects back when are still ongoing, but I have since taken up painting and stained glass.

My hair is long again.

I will have to sit down and revisit all of this tilde stuff when I have the time and energy, probably archiving what's here in the process. But I do still like that Dune web font, maybe that'll stay?

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This is my personal website. Sorry for not updating more often. I'm trying to be healthier about my use of technology. I love you.

Wikimedia

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things I like, or don't, very loosely ordered

breathing
Samantha 
kittens
our house
books
the California high desert
space
coffee
The Minutemen
Carl Sagan
Devo
mangoes
bourbon
The Clash
Portland
Portland Trail Blazers
snow
ukuleles
trees
Australia
guavas
avocados
the woods
sand between my toes
Corvairs
pinball
this list
hummingbirds
Sharpies
math
monkeys
mustard
technology
peanut butter
New Orleans
sleeping
rollercoasters
bagels
yellow
baseball
donuts
wood
electricity
Pop Tarts
traffic signs
pencils
chairs
doorbells
buying clothing
that moment just before you sneeze
carpet
sand in my socks
shaving
passwords
jetlag
LA Lakers
coal
traffic
being sick
lactose intolerance
bureaucracy
car alarms
earthquakes
religion
human weasels
smokers who fling their butts
the NRA
the Koch Brothers
Donald Trump
hatred

things I like, or don't, very loosely ordered

breathing
Samantha 
kittens
our house
books
the California high desert
space
coffee
The Minutemen
Carl Sagan
Devo
mangoes
bourbon
The Clash
Portland
Portland Trail Blazers
snow
ukuleles
trees
Australia
guavas
avocados
the woods
sand between my toes
Corvairs
pinball
this list
hummingbirds
Sharpies
math
monkeys
mustard
technology
peanut butter
New Orleans
sleeping
rollercoasters
bagels
yellow
baseball
donuts
wood
electricity
Pop Tarts
traffic signs
pencils
chairs
doorbells
buying clothing
that moment just before you sneeze
carpet
sand in my socks
shaving
passwords
jetlag
LA Lakers
coal
traffic
being sick
lactose intolerance
bureaucracy
car alarms
earthquakes
religion
human weasels
smokers who fling their butts
the NRA
the Koch Brothers
Donald Trump
hatred

breathing Samantha kittens our house books the California high desert space coffee The Minutemen Carl Sagan Devo mangoes bourbon The Clash Portland Portland Trail Blazers snow ukuleles trees Australia guavas avocados the woods sand between my toes Corvairs pinball this list hummingbirds Sharpies math monkeys mustard technology peanut butter New Orleans sleeping rollercoasters bagels yellow baseball donuts wood electricity Pop Tarts traffic signs pencils chairs doorbells buying clothing that moment just before you sneeze carpet sand in my socks shaving passwords jetlag LA Lakers coal traffic being sick lactose intolerance bureaucracy car alarms earthquakes religion human weasels smokers who fling their butts the NRA the Koch Brothers Donald Trump hatred

things I like, or don't, very loosely ordered

breathing
Samantha 
kittens
our house
books
the California high desert
space
coffee
The Minutemen
Carl Sagan
Devo
mangoes
bourbon
The Clash
Portland
Portland Trail Blazers
snow
ukuleles
trees
Australia
guavas
avocados
the woods
sand between my toes
Corvairs
pinball
this list
hummingbirds
Sharpies
math
monkeys
mustard
technology
peanut butter
New Orleans
sleeping
rollercoasters
bagels
yellow
baseball
donuts
wood
electricity
Pop Tarts
traffic signs
pencils
chairs
doorbells
buying clothing
that moment just before you sneeze
carpet
sand in my socks
shaving
passwords
jetlag
LA Lakers
coal
traffic
being sick
lactose intolerance
bureaucracy
car alarms
earthquakes
religion
human weasels
smokers who fling their butts
the NRA
the Koch Brothers
Donald Trump
hatred

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I like to make interesting clocks. ~tilde.clock~ seemed like a good idea.

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Reading Eve (Or, Killing Eve is Over)

Reading Eve (Or, Killing Eve is Over) 2019-06-28

I’m less optimistic about the future of Killing Eve these days. But not, maybe, for the same reasons as a lot of other people.Killing Eve

I’m less optimistic about the future of Killing Eve these days. But not, maybe, for the same reasons as a lot of other people.

Just prior to the UK premiere of season two, Sandra Oh gave an interview to Gay Times which many people understood to deny any sort of sexual dynamic between Eve and Villanelle. I’m not sure we should draw that drastic of a conclusion, but the fact of the interview does mean it’s less likely that season three will contain a “romance” between the two main characters (whatever form that might have taken).an interview to Gay TimesGay Times

The reason I’m leery of season three, though, is that I don’t think there should be another season at all. The 16 existing episodes of Killing Eve constitute a complete narrative, which would be weakened by adding more plot.Killing Eve

My immediate reaction to the end of season two was that Eve’s rejection of Villanelle undid the narrative work of the entire season. We were back at the start again; next year would see them separated and slowly coming together, just as before. Setting aside predictions for season three, the season two finale feels like dÃ©jÃ vu because the first two seasons do in fact have the same basic structure.dÃ©jÃ vu

Eve and Villanelle spend the first half of both seasons circling around each other, always just out of range. The first half of each season ends as they come within sight of the other. Season one, episode four ends with Eve seeing Villanelle properly for the first time, as the assassin chases down Frank Haleton (they saw each other briefly in the first episode, but didn’t realize who the other was). Season two, episode four ends, by contrast, with Villanelle expecting to see Eve and seeing Jess instead, when Carolyn sends the latter to investigate Villanelle’s Amsterdam job. Villanelle’s failure to see Eve, where and when she expects to, is her character’s first major crisis.

Episode five of each season is when they meet. In season 1 Eve dresses up “for” Villanelle, trying on the clothes Villanelle bought for and sent to her. Villanelle then invades her home, and they have their first real interaction. On this occasion Villanelle has all the power: Eve is taken by surprise, Villanelle holds a knife to her throat, and Eve begs her not to hurt her husband Niko.

In episode five of season two, they meet again in Eve’s house, but the power dynamics (appear to) have shifted. This time it is Villanelle who dresses for Eve, and Eve who summons Villanelle to her. (Even Villanelle removing her shoes at Eve’s request parallels season one, when Eve removes the shoes given to her by Villanelle.)

v rings the door bell instead of breaking in this time. she's more tentative, less sure of where she stands so can't confidently burst in and say heyy. she puts up a front with the ridiculous outfit but she easily falters and gives up control immediately in taking her shoes off

v rings the door bell instead of breaking in this time. she's more tentative, less sure of where she stands so can't confidently burst in and say heyy. she puts up a front with the ridiculous outfit but she easily falters and gives up control immediately in taking her shoes off— blablabla (@debbieswilder) May 4, 2019

May 4, 2019

Instead of being threatened, in season two Eve willingly swallows the “poison” Villanelle gives her. It isn’t actually poison; Villanelle’s prank, convincing Eve that it is, and sending her retching to the sink, is what finally allows Villanelle to regain some control of their interaction. She then (once again), holds a knife to Eve’s throat, but Eve is no longer afraid.

The second half of each season sees Eve and Villanelle becoming increasingly close (both geographically and emotionally), and Eve becoming increasingly self-destructive in order to secure that closeness. In the sixth episode of each season, Eve has a fight with Niko that damages their relationship: in the first she reacts violently when he claims (correctly) that she places her job and Villanelle over him; in the second she follows Niko to Gemma’s house (the co-worker with whom he is staying), begins to trash her bedroom, and effectively destroys any chance of salvaging the marriage.

The finale of each season is when Eve faces up to what she’s doing. At the end of the first season, she ignores Carolyn’s orders to return to London and instead follows a lead to Villanelle’s apartment in Paris. After trashing the place (a common theme!), Villanelle returns and they acknowledge their mutual obsession. Eve makes as if she is succumbing to Villanelle’s seduction, then stabs her. At this point Villanelle’s crimes still overshadow Eve’s desire; in particular the murder of Eve’s colleague Bill in episode three.

Since Eve has clearly never stabbed someone before and panics, Villanelle is able to escape, and the first season ends.

In the second finale, Eve only realizes how far she’s gone when it’s too late. Once again she ignores Carolyn’s orders to return with her to London, in favor of remaining with Villanelle. This time, though, it’s clear Carolyn is finished with her. Moreover, in the last episode of season one Eve could barely stab Villanelle, let alone kill her; this time, however, she murders Villanelle’s handler Raymond with an axe. Not only that – she kills to protect Villanelle, who Raymond is choking to death. Bill has been forgotten.protect

Villanelle has been controlling Eve’s life for a long time, but here the metaphorical control becomes literal. Eve lets Villanelle teach her how to kill. Then she allows Villanelle to guide them from the hotel, to an underground passage and out of Rome. Villanelle asks Eve what she wants for dinner, and Eve answers mechanically, fully under the spell. Then Villanelle takes out her tiny gun.

It’s not clear if Villanelle intentionally reveals to Eve that she has had a gun the whole time. She draws the weapon in response to birds suddenly taking flight, and it’s not like her to be spooked by something like that. More likely Villanelle wants to confirm that her control on Eve is total, that even if Eve realizes that Villanelle was never in danger from Raymond, to know that Eve doesn’t regret killing for her sake.intentionally

Unfortunately for Villanelle, though, this is what breaks the spell. In that moment Eve understands that Villanelle doesn’t love her, and more than likely can’t love her. At no point has Villanelle been truly honest with Eve; at no point has Eve truly understood her. Now, finally, Eve is able to see past Villanelle’s towering charisma, and the fantasy they’ve (together) built around it, and recognizes that she has thrown away every other thing in her life in exchange for a violent psychopath who is playing with her like a toy.can’t

And instead of continuing to play Villanelle’s game, instead of trying to stab her again or trick her, Eve just walks away.

So Villanelle shoots her. Because when she realizes that Eve is no longer hers to control, no longer “special”, Eve’s power over Villanelle dissipates as well. We thought we saw Eve’s influence over Villanelle grow over the course of the season, along with Eve’s self-possession and professional success. She tracked down the Ghost, brought Villanelle into the fold, felt more and more wide awake.wide awake

But as real as it seemed, it was a dream.

In the initial discourse around Oh’s interview, I was talking to a friend who read the show as glorifying the cruelty of Villanelle. They asked what the show is ultimately about, and my answer was obsession.obsession

Eve begins the show bored, both personally and professionally. She spends her time researching female assassins, who seem to live lives of danger and excitement entirely unlike her own. So when Villanelle arrives, gorgeous, deadly, and equally fixated on Eve, it’s her dearest fantasy in the flesh.

To be clear, there’s nothing wrong with fantasies involving situations that would be impractical or unsafe in real life. Imagining ourselves in dangerous, bizarre, or traumatic scenarios can help to process our emotions and desires. Eve’s fantasy is entirely unremarkable (you only need to browse the fan fiction to see how many identify with it).browse the fan fiction

I won’t deny my own obsession either. I desperately wanted the sexual tension between Eve and Villanelle to manifest in something more than the queerbaiting we usually get from network television. The magnetism that Villanelle uses to deceive Eve worked on me as well, and so the finale and its aftermath felt like a fever breaking. Only with a bit of distance did I recognize how unrealistic, even within the frame of the show, it would be for the women to “get together” in any capacity. Eve begins to succumb to antisocial impulses, encouraged by Villanelle (who uses phrases such as “people like us” to normalize her behavior), but her sociopathy (and ours, hopefully) is not at the level of Villanelle’s. Eve imagines pushing a rude tube passenger onto the rails in episode five of season two, but ultimately, of course, she doesn’t do it. Likewise, she won’t stay with Villanelle once she realizes how she’s been manipulated. This isn’t a smutty romance where sheer sexual attraction can override everything else in a person. At bottom, Eve is not like Villanelle. But in her obsession she lets herself believe otherwise, until far too late.

Now there’s something I want to make clear. Eve is not a psychopath like Villanelle, but they are both gay, no matter what Sandra Oh says. She lets Villanelle dress her, she chooses Villanelle over her husband, she listens to her voice when she fucks Hugo (I’m using “gay” in a broad sense – Eve is attracted to men as well). When Jess brings up how kids these days want to bang Dr Who characters, Eve immediately names a female character as her choice. But with that said, if the story ends here, at the end of season two, is there not an element of queerbaiting? According to this reading, the slow-burn romance between Eve and Villanelle was a fantasy, snuffed out by the events of the finale.

In other words, what is the purpose of queerness in the narrative? Is Villanelle anything more than another instance of the yandere lesbian trope?yandere

In other words, what is the purpose of queerness in the narrative? Is Villanelle anything more than another instance of the yandere lesbian trope?

I think there are a few ways in which it is more than that. One one level, it’s simply an extension of how the show subverts spy tropes generally. Villanelle is an inversion of the Bond girl, but instead of the cool, hyper-competent male spy we have Eve, a woman and also someone with a much more realistic set of capabilities.subverts spy tropes generally

There’s also the established history of women in particular being intrigued by serial killers, but the dynamic between a female analyst and a male psychopath would, apart from being generally uncomfortable, would result in a much more obvious power differential. That would make it hard, if not impossible, for the second season to present Eve as gaining the upper hand over Villanelle.

Lastly, what might be an overly ambitious take:

A common criticism of popular media with queer characters is that those characters are used to claim that the piece of media itself is thereby progressive or even radical. Sometimes this turns on a verbal dispute over whether something can be “queer” without being more broadly subversive, but it’s certainly true that queer characters do not, by their very presence, make a work revolutionary. A story about women in love can still uphold the structures that oppress us. But of course this criticism only exists because the presence of queer characters does often give us an impression of (for lack of a better word) “wokeness”. Given how reactionary most popular culture is, even the least amount of queer coding is enough to gain (not earn) a following.A story about women in love can still uphold the structures that oppress us

This might point to a way we can look at the queerness in Killing Eve. Eve’s obsession with Villanelle is partly fueled by dissatisfaction with her dull, conventional life. The fact that the object of her new fascination is a woman gives Eve’s self-destruction a feeling of being liberatory, both to her and to us, in a way that it would not be with a man. But despite her attraction being entirely genuine, Eve is not any sort of progressive heroine. She is an agent of an imperialist security state who recruits a serial murderer to torture a woman for information about a competing intelligence agency (Aaron Peele’s thinly disguised Facebook equivalent).Killing Eve

With that sort of perspective, cheering for a relationship between Eve and Villanelle because of their queerness starts to feel like the same behavior we criticize when it comes to other media. The fact that they would be two women in a relationship should not let us forget that they are both cruel, manipulative people, and this is not a story that was ever going to have a happily-ever-after. But I think some of us (myself, certainly), were willing to forget this.because of their queerness

Should that, then, be read as the purpose of their sexualities? Is the queerness of Killing Eve just another element that the narrative uses to let Eve convince herself (and us, ourselves) that things are other than they are; that Eve, as well as Villanelle, are other than what we allow ourselves to believe them to be? And if so, isn’t that still queerbaiting, even if on a meta level?purpose

At this point I’m not entirely sure myself. But I think that however we read the queerness in Killing Eve, we shouldn’t look to the forthcoming third season for answers. The two seasons we have can and should be read as complete. Partly for the reasons sketched above; there’s clearly no future for a “relationship” between the women. At best they will collide again and break apart with even more force. But another iteration of that pattern, which we’ve already seen twice, is entirely unnecessary.

Episode eight of season two already closes out the narrative in several ways. The brutal yet mundane ending is a counterpoint to the slow, dramatic way that Eve’s and our fantasy was built up throughout the show. The wake-up is jarring, like the slap to the face that brings Eve back to herself after witnessing the murder of Peele.

The structure of the two seasons also takes on new meaning. The way the seasons iterate – the basic structure repeating, with the details changing – reinforces that Eve is trying to live out a pre-written narrative. Rather than recognize Villanelle for what she is, Eve projects a fantasy onto her. So when things don’t go as planned, we try again, to get it right the next time. But Eve becomes increasingly detached from reality as her imagined relationship with Villanelle is fleshed out and takes on life. When Eve gets her feet back on the ground, so to speak, and sees Villanelle clearly, there’s no going back to that scripted world. We’re left in the real, unsentimental one, where there’s nothing stopping Villanelle from killing Eve.

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to do

learn emacs

make some things for fun, to share with people

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Hi, Iâ€™m Matty.

2019/09/16 12:08pm

This is my proof of tilde life. I can still log in. ðŸ‘‹ 2014/10/20 10:59pm

The recipients of an email from my dad: 2014/10/20 10:23pm

I am still sick. If you count the time since my first throat scratch, itâ€™s been two weeks. This is disheartening.

Iâ€™ve also discovered the pains of making your child sick. Heâ€™s incredibly happy almost all the time, but heâ€™s coughing and has a runny nose and hates when I suction the gunk out of his nose. Itâ€™s a great incentive to stop getting sick.

I keep making apple pies because theyâ€™re delicious, but Iâ€™m having trouble with the crust. Iâ€™m probably putting too much faith into Four & Twenty Blackbirds.

Okay, back to working on Kidpost. 2014/10/16 11:36pm

I buy into the spirit of tilde, but I realize I care more about the stripped down content than the limited technology. So I said goodbye to the webring and hello to some webfonts. In other words, here comes another blog.

Itâ€™s been 15 months since my last day at OkCupid Labs. In that time, Iâ€™ve done a few things.

I had a baby. His name is Jackson and heâ€™s almost 7 months old. Thereâ€™s a picture of him in my first post here. Jori and I found out she was pregnant on her birthday, a few weeks after becoming unemployeed.
I built Facebox with Khoi. It took 3 weeks and was a lot of fun. We mostly worked out of the SVA IXD office. We ran into Paul a lot and that was nice. At this point, I thought Iâ€™d give freelance a shot. I had always planned to take time off or quit my job when a baby arrived; this made it easier.
Anil asked me to help get ThinkUp ready for their crowdfunding campaign. I agreed and Iâ€™ve been working with him and Gina ever since. I already knew Anil was awesome, but now I know Gina is too. 👍
Khoi and I tried to dream up ways to make money and keep our independce. One day, he explained the seed of an idea he had for Kidpost. Despite our busy schedules, weâ€™re close to properly launching this thing. I realize Iâ€™m a snob about it, but this is the only way Iâ€™d ever want to do a startup. Work hard with friends and try to build something people value with their time and money.
Two weeks after Jackson was born, I tried to work from home for a week. Three weeks after Jackson was born, I rented a desk at a coworking space 5 blocks from my apartment. Having no commute and a freelance gig meant tons of time with my son. This is probably the best decision I have made in my life.
Almost a month ago, I started contracting for 29th Street Publishing — more work with talented friends (hi David, Alaina, and Nozlee). Even though Iâ€™ve been primarily doing front-end dev this last year, Iâ€™ve only done design work for 29th St. up until today. Thatâ€™s an odd change of pace, but it feels good to break a pattern.

Obviously, there are tons of stories to tell about childrearing and the wonders of parenthood, but Iâ€™m not here to dadsplain. Also, itâ€™s midnight. Gâ€™night, t.club. 2014/10/03 11:23pm Iâ€™ve uploaded all of my original websites here. You can find my first homepage (and second and third), my Guster fan page, and my Ben Folds Five fan page.

There were some hard-hitting essays, like â€œDonâ€™t Buy Cheap Dairyâ€, but I was sensitive too. Feel free to learn more about me. 2014/10/02 05:03pm

Last night I had two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and one slice of babka for dinner. 2014/10/01 11:07am

Hi everyone. This is my first post. Iâ€™m not sure what Iâ€™ll put here yet, but Iâ€™m looking forward to having fun.

Hereâ€™s a picture of me and my son.

Comments are weird. Send me notes via email.

This is my proof of tilde life. I can still log in. ðŸ‘‹

Hi, Iâ€™m Matty.

2019/09/16 12:08pm

This is my proof of tilde life. I can still log in. ðŸ‘‹ 2014/10/20 10:59pm

The recipients of an email from my dad: 2014/10/20 10:23pm

I am still sick. If you count the time since my first throat scratch, itâ€™s been two weeks. This is disheartening.

I keep making apple pies because theyâ€™re delicious, but Iâ€™m having trouble with the crust. Iâ€™m probably putting too much faith into Four & Twenty Blackbirds.

Okay, back to working on Kidpost. 2014/10/16 11:36pm

Itâ€™s been 15 months since my last day at OkCupid Labs. In that time, Iâ€™ve done a few things.

I had a baby. His name is Jackson and heâ€™s almost 7 months old. Thereâ€™s a picture of him in my first post here. Jori and I found out she was pregnant on her birthday, a few weeks after becoming unemployeed.
I built Facebox with Khoi. It took 3 weeks and was a lot of fun. We mostly worked out of the SVA IXD office. We ran into Paul a lot and that was nice. At this point, I thought Iâ€™d give freelance a shot. I had always planned to take time off or quit my job when a baby arrived; this made it easier.
Anil asked me to help get ThinkUp ready for their crowdfunding campaign. I agreed and Iâ€™ve been working with him and Gina ever since. I already knew Anil was awesome, but now I know Gina is too. 👍
Khoi and I tried to dream up ways to make money and keep our independce. One day, he explained the seed of an idea he had for Kidpost. Despite our busy schedules, weâ€™re close to properly launching this thing. I realize Iâ€™m a snob about it, but this is the only way Iâ€™d ever want to do a startup. Work hard with friends and try to build something people value with their time and money.
Two weeks after Jackson was born, I tried to work from home for a week. Three weeks after Jackson was born, I rented a desk at a coworking space 5 blocks from my apartment. Having no commute and a freelance gig meant tons of time with my son. This is probably the best decision I have made in my life.
Almost a month ago, I started contracting for 29th Street Publishing — more work with talented friends (hi David, Alaina, and Nozlee). Even though Iâ€™ve been primarily doing front-end dev this last year, Iâ€™ve only done design work for 29th St. up until today. Thatâ€™s an odd change of pace, but it feels good to break a pattern.

There were some hard-hitting essays, like â€œDonâ€™t Buy Cheap Dairyâ€, but I was sensitive too. Feel free to learn more about me. 2014/10/02 05:03pm

Last night I had two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and one slice of babka for dinner. 2014/10/01 11:07am

Hi everyone. This is my first post. Iâ€™m not sure what Iâ€™ll put here yet, but Iâ€™m looking forward to having fun.

Hereâ€™s a picture of me and my son.

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Well, now that we're all doing this again I feel terribly embarrassed about my old fool self and want to re-think what goes here.

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I basically only ever use vim for commit messages. This is... quite a thing.

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Hello world…

A bit about me

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Tilde coming back with a vengeance

Three years later...

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nothing beats a little html

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~~~this is ryan's same old relvokcor.xyz page, ryan being me~~~~

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BIG NEWS: Found my P * A * S * S * W * O * R * D ! ! ! !

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~~~John's Chicago Style Hot Dog Page~~~~

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~~~this is my relvokcor.xyz page~~~~

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My Old Man

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This is my relvokcor.xyz page. OLE!

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September 2019 update

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Commentary

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hello i am josh millard

what i'm up to

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hello i am josh millard

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neat relvokcor.xyz pages

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~this is ryan's same old relvokcor.xyz page, ryan being me~~

~oojellah~

~John's Chicago Style Hot Dog Page~~

~this is my relvokcor.xyz page~~

this is HEJH's relvokcor.xyz page

~ This is my tilde.clock page ~~